Friday, October 2, 2020

 My goal my ambition

When I grew up I wanted to be a pure physicist (anywhere with a decent income, in any country it doesn't matter as long as a relatively safe country) by having a comfortable house (it doesn't have to be very luxurious) not too big and not too small and having children 2 I want to be a pure physicist because I want a job that can have privacy at work and doesn't require me yo work with many people. If I make enough money to support myself and my family and have a lot of free time. I want to be a teacher in a place where students feel the most stressed because my main goal of becoming a teacher is not to make money but so that children can feel that there is a teacher who teaches with love for their students so that they can become “parent” figures in school. And in my job as a teacher, I want to teach only 1 class so that I can get to know the students one by one well. If teaching with more than 1 class will make me like a teacher at most so that my main goal as a teacher is not achieved. In becoming a teacher, I want to be a homeroom teacher and as much as possible memorize 5 lessons: Mathematics, Indonesian (if in Indonesia), English, Social Sciences, and Science (biology not included). I chose the condition (not a requirement either, just confused about what word to use) so that I could get to know my students well so that I could be the teacher I wanted when I was a student (most teachers today are disappointing even though some are good too). NB: the point is to be a teacher like Koro Sensei and a pure physicist if I can be as smart as Einstein (if I can)

If my dream doesn't come true or I don't have any other / new

goals then I will use my last option as 『 』. It's not something great in the social eye. But having the ability and living like
ability and living like 『 』 is not a bad choice. Indeed, by being 『 』 I will not have the life that many people crave, even so I also will not depend on others. I only need 1 friend or relative who is equal and the ability of one of 『 』 so I can live like 『 』. Because this life is a gray life then this will be my last choice if I don't have a clear “job”. NB: "jobs" such as construction workers, motorbike taxi drivers, and other menial jobs are not included (criminal work or just civil servants is not included)